Friday, 31 July 2009

WEIGH-IN 31st JULY : -1.2 kg / 2.2 lbs

Yay! A loss of 1.2 kg / 2.7 lbs this week, and that takes me down to a BMI of 29.7 - which makes me extra happy as it means I am no longer classed as "obese", just "overweight".


(Click the photo to see a larger version by the way.)

Another thing to cheer about is the quite unbelieveable loss of a further 4 cm / 1.5 inches off my waist. In just ONE week! That's a total of 10 cm / 4 inches since x-mas! The jeans I am wearing here are the same as in this photo from when I was at my heaviest, just for comparison. They were TIGHT back then as you can see from the fetching muffin-top.

Wednesday, 29 July 2009

OMG!!! MORE STUFF THAT FITS!


Instead of waiting a couple of weeks to try on my old (and smaller) trousers, I spread the entire content of my two wardrobes on the floor just now. And get this: all the trousers that were impossible to do up just 2 weeks ago (we're talking a 3-5cm gap here)... THEY FIT! Yay, I'm a UK size 14 / EUR size 42 again! Two of the pairs were a tad too tight (one was a UK size 12 / EUR size 40 though) I got them on but it wasn't pretty. But the rest all fit great!

And I bought clothes in a size M today, in H&M!

There might not be a significant weight loss to speak of in the last week, but (and don't ask me how!) the centimetres sure are disappearing one way or another! I cannot even begin to tell you how utterly chuffed I am!!!

Right, back to the clothes sorting. I have 4 piles: throw away, give away, alter/re-design and keep - and right now I cannot see my floor!

IT FITS!

Something is definitely happening. In a good way! This shirt/dress has not fit me in aaaages.. admittedly I could get it on, but it was seriously gaping between the buttons - not a good look at all. But now... look:



It fits, and the buttons no longer threaten to pop out at any minute. And I don't feel like an overstuffed sausage while wearing it anymore. Yay!

My trousers are also falling down (in a weeks time I might even feel brave enough to dig out and try on some of my smaller size trousers from the back of the wardrobe) and my collarbones seem to be emerging from the flabby depths. I like this. I really like this.

It is official - I am shrinking!

Monday, 27 July 2009

WEIGHT GRAPH

This graph will be updated every Friday when I weigh-in.


Get your own graph at skinnyr

Sunday, 26 July 2009

HAH!

Take that you shoddy scales. You wouldn't budge on Friday... but I have another trick up my sleeve. Everyone, please welcome on stage...



My trusty measuring tape! No weightloss last week, but my waist is 2 cm smaller than it was 2 weeks ago. And no, I wasn't sucking in! Ah I feel better now...

Just completed my 5th shred session, and am ready for a shower :)

Today's food:
  • 1 brown bread roll, scrambled egg, 1 crispbread, 2 slices of cheese, 1 tsp of my mum's home made strawberry freezer jam
  • Fiskeboller (if I translate this for the non-norwegians you'll all think I ate the private parts of a fish, so I'll leave it! lol) with a smallish potato, carrots and bechamel sauce
  • Porridge made with water - with banana and seeds added
  • Home made cauliflower soup with a crispbread
  • A low-cal caramel latte, yum!
TOTAL: approx 1450 kcal

HEALTHY FOOD DOESN'T HAVE TO BE BORING

Take your average porridge for instance. Not very inspiring eh? Well do something about it then!



We've just had the yummiest porridge, and all I did was cook the porridge oats with water according to the directions on the pack, add a pinch of salt, a sprinkle of ground cloves, a mashed banana (for sweetness without using sugar), some oat bran for extra fibre and some sunflower-, sesame- and linseeds. I then sprinkled some cinnamon on top. Ruben is not a big fan of seeds so I saved him a portion before I mixed those in. Result: we both loved it!

Soups are another great "diet" food. Nutricious, yet low in calories - unless you add loads of cream and stuff of course! I made a batch of curried cauliflower soup just now:



I put two whole cauliflowers into a pot and added enough water to almost cover the cauli. I then added 2 stock cubes, some mild madras curry powder and some freshly ground black pepper - cooked it until tender and blitzed in a blender until smooth, then added 300 ml of skimmed milk. That made about 1.2 litres of soup, so about 4 portions. And at about 110 kcal per portion (yes REALLY, I kid you not!) it's gonna fill you up without piling the pounds on! Yummy and healthy - I'm looking forward to a portion for supper after I have done my shred for today!

Friday, 24 July 2009

A SUNSET JOG

No shred today, but I went for a jog instead. Not a very long one, but a jog nonetheless. And got a lovely sunset view too - crappy pic though, taken with my mobile phone:



Today's food:

  • Crispbread with paté
  • Tin of tuna with lettuce and cucumber and a bit of dressing
  • Ice cream (naughty treat!)
  • Large portion of ham salad with sweetcorn, beans, asparagus, pineapple ++
  • 2 x crispbreads with cheese + paté
  • 1 x nectarine
TOTAL: approx 1250 kcal

Gosh, even with the naughty ice cream treat I am still way under. In fact I should eat more than this, I don't want my body to go into starvation mode...

ARGHHHHHH...



How can it be? I have been SO good this week, exercising every day and sticking to my calories. And what greets me when I step on the scales this morning?

Standstill. Zero loss.

Yep, to say I am disappointed is a bit of an understatement. How demotivating... Trying to figure out why - water retention? Ack, this is not fair :(

Thursday, 23 July 2009

I JUST STUFFED MY FACE...

...to the point where I can barely move. Normally this would be a bad thing - a very bad thing indeed. But instead of the usual chocolate and/or crisps, I feasted on watermelon.



I ate a quarter of a large watermelon, and the whole lot only came to 250 calories, whereas the usual feast would have come in at something like 800 cals. At least. Jeez, no wonder I am fat, that's more than half of my current daily calorie allowance...

Anyways... good job I have already done today's 30 Day Shred, because I cannot move. Seriously stuffed.

It is weigh-in day tomorrow, and even though I have been doing really well this week both with my food and my exercise I feel like I might have gained. Don't ask me why, just a feeling I have...

Today's food:
  • Muesli with skimmed milk and a low fat yoghurt
  • 2 x crispbreads, with paté and lean roast pork, lettuce, red pepper and a tiny bit of mayo
  • Handful of mixed nuts
  • Large bowl of home made chicken, noodle and vegetable soup
  • 1/4 of a large watermelon
TOTAL: approx 1350 kcal

Wednesday, 22 July 2009

WILL THE 30 DAY SHRED MAKE YOU LOOK HOT?

Hell yeah! Just umm... more sweaty hot instead of sexy hot - at least initially:



Day 3... DONE! And it is already getting easier :)

SUGAR IS MY DRUG...

...and protein helps me stay "clean"... I am such a sugar- and white carbs addict it is unreal. The "no carbs" diets are a bit too extreme for me, but I do find eating more slow carbs, plenty of protein and even (gasp!) more healthy fats really help curb my carb cravings. I hardly eat "normal" bread anymore for this reason, and also because bread makes me really bloated - I don't know if it's the yeast or the wheat that is the culprit. I also always eat the skin on potatoes, and choose wholegrain pasta and wild rice over the processed stuff.



This combination of slow carbs and a relatively high amount of protein means my blood sugar stays nice and even and I avoid the worst rollercoaster rides of blood sugar spikes and the following crashes. That's not to say I don't cave in to the odd choccy bar or carb fest, and that is OK, as long as I get back on track again afterwards.

Today's food:
  • No breakfast (I know... shame on me!)
  • Bread roll with smoked salmon, cream cheese and egg (lunch out today, hence carb laden bread roll...)
  • Steak with oven roasted sweet potato, red pepper and onions, sprinkled with balsamico and served with a tsp of sour cream (coming up on "Friday Feast" on MBP this week!)
  • Watermelon
  • Smoothie with banana, raspberries, blueberries and protein powder (see photo above - YUM!)
TOTAL: approx 1400 kcal

(Not sure about the exact cals in my lunch so have overestimated a bit just in case!)

PROGRESS PICS

At 85 kg / 187 lbs and the fattest I have ever been. Gah.



Early February 2009 - Had probably lost around 1-2 kg / 3-4 lbs here, I can't quite remember... All I know is I look pretty darn awful. Ugh.


June 2009:



Mid-July 2009 - a total of 7.8 kg / 17 lbs lost. Never mind the different pose and longer hair; please tell me the double chin has shrunk and that it's not just my eyes playing tricks on me?



29th of July 2009:


31st of July 2009:


11th of October 2009 - 74.4 kg / 164 lbs:


28th January 2010: 66.4 kg/146.3 lbs. 18.6 kg/40.6 lbs lost:


29th of April 2010:

IT'S ALL IN THE MATHS

It all boils down to simple maths. To lose weight the amount of calories you burn must exceed the amount of calories you consume. In other words: if you want to stuff your face - you have to up your pace!

We all use a certain amount of calories a day just by being alive. The number of calories you'd burn if you stayed in bed all day is called the Basal Metabolic Rate (BMR) and it is handy to have a rough idea of your BMR if you're trying to lose weight. Nowadays it's fairly easy to get an estimate of this, there are plenty of BMR calculators out there - like this one for instance.



It is important to know that this is just an estimate, as your BMR is influenced by many factors besides just age, gender and weight. If you have a thyroid problem for instance, your BMR would probably be lower, and if you have a lot of muscle mass it will be higher.

Anyways, as you can see, my BMR is around 1550 kcals a day. But since I don't stay in bed all day, my actual calorie expenditure will be higher. There's a formula called the Harris Benedict Equation, which you can use to estimate your actual expenditure, based on your BMR and your general activity level. There are also calculators that do both steps for you, like this one that I use, from CalorieCount. I picked "light activity" as my category since I am not sure if my daily walks to and from work (40 mins in total) and my daily 20DS session counts for more than that? Anyways I thought it would be better to underestimate my activity level. There was a slight difference in the number between using the formula (2,131 kcals) vs. using the calculator (2,030 kcals) - but it gives me a rough idea. I'm gonna use the average of the two, so approx. 2,080 kcals a day.

There are approximately 3500 calories in a pound of stored body fat. So, if you create a 3500-calorie deficit through diet, exercise or a combination of both, you will lose one pound of body weight. If you create a 7000 calorie deficit you will lose two pounds and so on. The calorie deficit can be achieved either by calorie-restriction alone, or by a combination of fewer calories in (diet) and more calories out (exercise).

Hence, if I want to lose a pound a week, my weekly calorie intake must be 3,500 kcals lower than my weekly calorie expenditure. Meaning each day I should eat 500 kcals less than I burn.

2,080 - 500 = 1580 kcals

Since I aim for a steady loss of between 0.5-1kg / 1-2 lbs a week I aim for a daily calorie intake of 1,400. I don't want to go much lower than that, because I don't want my body going into starvation mode - resulting in a lower BMR. Makes sense?

Goodness me it sounds so simple eh? We all know this. So why is it so darn hard to lose weight? Any spare willpower you have... you know where to send it!

DAY 2 OF THE SHRED

Yesterday was day two of the 30DS, and you know... I think I must be a lunatic. I did the session, painted some more walls, showered and settled in on the sofa. Got bored. Decided to do a 2nd shred session since there was nothing on TV after "How to look good naked". Yes, I did it twice in one night. TWICE. I don't think I will be repeating that performance anytime soon, I was completely shot afterwards. Surprisingly fine today too, no MAJOR aches, it's mainly my bingo-wings that are aching as I am SO not used to doing press-ups!

Food for yesterday:
  • 1 crispbread with paté
  • Plum
  • 2 x crispbreads, with paté and lean roast pork, lettuce, red pepper and a tiny bit of mayo
  • Yoghurt and a carrot
  • Taco soup (again)
  • Handful of nut & raisin mix
  • Couple of spelt crackers with low fat cream cheese
Total kcals: 1350

Tuesday, 21 July 2009

YELL AT YOUR FAT

One of my readers over on MBP told me about this podcast "Yell at your fat", hosted by a lady that has lost 139 lbs herself. I listened to episode 1 (of 139) yesterday while I was painting, and found it worthwhile so am spreading the word :)



From the site:

"YELL AT YOUR FAT is an audio podcast about losing weight, getting fit, changing your brain, and living a healthy life - once and for all. We all know how hard it is to lose weight and keep it off. The host of this show knows first-hand how hard it is (she recently lost 139 pounds), and she is fired up and ready to tell the world how she did it. Each episode includes tips, suggestions, specific weight-loss guidelines, funny anectdotes, real-life stories and many words of encouragement and support."

NOT AS SORE AS I THOUGHT I WOULD BE...

After a workout so gruelling I was literally swearing at that Jillian woman all the way through, I really thought I would be suffering today. But it isn't as bad as I thought it would be. Perhaps I have my pilates sessions to thank for that? I don't know. Rready for round two tonight!

I had quite an active afternoon yesterday, I painted the first coat on the walls of my downstairs loo. Yay for getting rid of yucky salmony pink wallpaper! I think this is the clue: keeping myself busy with activities that don't involve sitting on the sofa ;)

Monday, 20 July 2009

30 DAY SHRED

So, the promise of 20 lbs loss in 30 days makes it seem too good to be true. It probably is.


But since I have heard so many peple rave about this 30 Day Shred thing, I have decided to give it a go. It can't hurt. Well it might physically hurt, but it might be worth it. I've heard the woman is a dragon. Just what I need, lol. Look at those abs... I am not jealous. At. All. And why does she have to look so smug?!

Off to YouTube to find the 30DS video in HD so I can do my first session tonight. I'll let you know how I get on!

COUNTING AND PLANNING

I've decided I need to start counting calories again.



I hate doing it, and I've managed just by eyeballing so far. I could continue eyeballing, it works too once you have a basic understanding of food and know roughtly the calorie content. But more importantly, counting calories means I have to keep a log of what I eat, and that makes me think about everything I put in my mouth, which again makes it harder for Fatty to sneak in a binge right under Thin Girl's nose. It also means that if I factor in for a treat here and there I can enjoy them without guilt, knowing they are all accounted for and within my "allowance".

Today's food:

Breakfast:
1 crispbread with pate = 138 kcal

Lunch:

2 crispbreads with lean roast pork, peppers and lettuce, 1 yoghurt, 1 plum and 1 cup of low-cal hot chocolate (today's choccy fix) = 480 kcal

Snack:
Muslibar (with far too much sugar, it was sickly sweet!) = 119 kcal

Dinner:
Home made Taco Soup with grated parmesan = 350 kcal
2 digestive bisquits = 130 kcal (naughty)

Snack:
An apple and a low fat yoghurt = 110 kcal

TOTAL: 1327 kcal

When I lived in the UK I used CalorieCount's tools for tracking calories and weght loss progress, and was very happy with their (free) service. However, now I am back in Norway I find it so much easier to use the tool at Vektklubben.no (also a free service) since it already has a lot of the common Norwegian brands of food pre-programmed in, making it much easier to keep track.

I have also concluded that I need to plan and almost make regular exercise "dates" with myself for the week. What I would ideally love to do is to get out for a run at least a few times a week, but as a single mum that means I need a babysitter and that isn't always easy. It sucks because I hate exercising at home, I have a mini tramppoline and an elliptical, but I'd so much rather be out in the fresh air. Once, what seems like a lifetime away but what is in reality only just over 4 years ago, running 5k was a breeze. Now, I can manage 3k, maybe 4 - but it nearly kills me... Anyways, I'll get out and run when I can and force myself to go on the elliptical or the trampoline otherwise. I have already established a good habit of doing Pilates twice a week - now I need to make a habit out of the cardio workouts too.

Sunday, 19 July 2009

BLERGH, NOT A GOOD WEEKEND

And it is my own fault entirely. First the drinks after the cinema on Friday, then a meal out yesterday, and just to give Thin Girl a big kick in the face Fatty convinced me it was a good idea to stuff my face with chocolate and cheese puffs last night.

It's gonna take a massive effort this week to manage the one pound loss I am aiming for for Friday.

Today - so far so good food wise. And since my cupboard contains no temptations and all the shops are closed there is no way I can give in to Fatty today. We are off out for a walk later, and I have brought my elliptical out ready for a cardio session this evening.

Saturday, 18 July 2009

PETCHY'S SPELT CRISPBREADS

This recipe is posted over on my other blog, but I thought I'd share it here too. I don't eat much bread these days, as I have found it makes me really bloated. Instead I munch on these yummy crispbreads:



Spelt Crispbreads:
(Makes about 20 largeish crispbreads, each one contains approx 85 kcal according to the recipe analyser at CalorieCount)

350 ml spelt flour
350 ml porridge oats
150 ml wheat- or oat bran
150 ml sesame seeds
200 ml sunflower seeds
50 ml linseeds
1 tsp salt
1 tsp baking powder (my addition)
700 ml water

Preheat a fan assisted oven to 190°C (for a non fan assisted oven I'd probably do 210-220°C). Mix all ingredients in a large bowl. It will form a very soft and sloppy dough, more like a batter actually. Line two large baking trays with baking parchment, and spread the batter quite thinly - half on each tray. Place in oven and cook for 10 minutes. Remove from oven and cut with a pizza slicer. Return to oven and cook for a further 30 minutes. Break the crispbreads apart.

You can eat them straight away, but if you want to store them and retain their crispness, the following step is very important: Turn the heat down to 75°C and place crispbreads back in the oven to dry out for a couple of hours.

THOSE AREN'T MY LEGS BY THE WAY

In the header I mean. Thought I'd just mention it for clarification purposes - I don't paint my toenails red (hmm, maybe I should?) and my legs are nicer than that. Honestly. Or at least I like to think they are. I definitely have better ankles than that, no question about it.

Hey, you've gotta look at the positives, right?!

Friday, 17 July 2009

SLIM GIRL VS. FATTY

Sometimes I feel like I am TWO people. The thin girl on the inside who wants nothing more than to be let out in the open, and the fat girl who does everything in her power to keep the thin girl locked up.



When the Fatty has one of her moments, I try to ignore her. I distract myself by heading over to the Incredible Shrinking Joy.

Joy is one of my really good friends from my time in Leicester, and her weight loss journey is truly inspirational! In fact it's her blog that has spurred me on to start this blog. When I hear the fat girl within screaming "give me chocolate!!!" I ask myself: "What would Joy do?" (Yes Joy, really I do!)

Fatty should be pleased with today though... After listening to Thin Girl all day, I let Fatty have a Singapore Sling and a Kalhua, and a greasy meal at a takeaway place following a trip to the cinema with a friend. I guess she can be allowed the odd treat, as long as it doesn't become a habit. I left half the greasy meal though (whereas before I would scoff it all despite feeling full), and I didn't have popcorn at the cinema. I brought pretzels, grapes and a Coke Zero. Hah. Take that Fatty!

Thanks Joy for being my slimming muse ;) Miss you guys loads and can't wait to see you again soon!

Going public

I knew I had put on weight after splitting with my partner, but I wasn't prepared for just how much. In January 2009 I stepped on the scales and saw a terrifying 85 kg (187 lbs). That's a lot for a person as short as I am, and gave me a BMI of 33.2, placing me firmly in the Obese category. In a year I had put on 12 kg (26 lbs), and I was already overweight in the first place.

Something had to be done!

In the 7 months that have passed since then, I have lost 7.8 kg (17 lbs). But in the last three months I have been at a bit of a standstill, with motivation running low - and so I am going public in an attempt to shift up a gear. This is where I am at right now - happy to see that the skirt that was very tight at x-mas now has quite a bit of room to spare:



Start weight: 85 kg / 187 lbs - BMI 33.2
Current weight: 77.2 kg / 170 lbs - BMI 30.1
Goal weight: 60 kg / 132 lbs - BMI 23.4

Loss this week: - 0.3 kg / 0.6 lbs
Total loss so far: 7.8 kg / 17 lbs (since 01.01.2009)
Weight left to lose: 17.2 kg / 38 lbs